suddenly,i feel i like dancing but nt ballet

All of the sudden...
i feel that i wil be happy if my job is professional dancer...
i look at those professional dancers dancing so nice...
i really wanna be a professional dancer...
but 2 bad...
my luck is no gud...
my dad will nt let me do tat as a job...
haixx...
if only i can prove to him that i really hope 2 be a profesional dancer...
i saw them dancing yesterday...
they laugh until very happy then they can start act 2 cry...
so professional...
haixx...
if only god will give me that chance 2 be a proffesional dancer...
i really hope 2 be 1 of them...
and i can dance like them....
yesterday...
the teacher ask us to dance like very poor,very hungry,kenna virus like tat...
when i act with the music...
i only realize that crying is not difficult if u really get into the music...
even laughing...
we juz muz get into music n dance...
it is nt hard at all...
the music controls us nt we control the music...
the music bring us into the dance not we dance ourselves...
music is important...
we get feeling from it...
it is easy 2 get feeling from the music if we juz concentrate on the music...
but for ballet...
no!!!
music cannot controll us...
we muz control music...
i dunno y...
i think is bcuz it is hard in ballet when the music is soft we nit still 2 have smiling faces...
all of the sudden i juz hope 2 dance not juz ballet...
is normal dance...
like those proffesional dancers...
if only i can b 1 of them...
if i have that chance i will never let it go...
even if i dun have that chance will not give up so easily...
i will ask n ask him...
juz dono y he dun let...
dancing is already part of my life...
reading book 4 me is zero....
even if u ask me 2 read book i will read....
but i will use another way 2 ask u...
keke...
that is if u wan me 2 read book u muz let me be a proffesional dancer...
i will wait for ur ans...
dancing is already part of my life i cannot let it go so easily...