Lonely.....

I just knew that actually i am lonely....
no matter who try 2 make me happy is hard...
i dunno how ppl can make me happy....
actually in those laughing, smiling, there are lonely...
all the happiness only lead me 2 sadness... lonely...
is not easy 2 understand me....
unless u are my best friend...
not only best friend...
friend that understand me...
care about me....
make me happy....
know my sadness....
haixx...
it is hard for ppl 2 know me...
ya...
it is hard...
no matter what i do i am still the one which is getting scold...
no matter where... what.... when...
the next step i am going 2 dois always wrong!
wrong!wrong!wrong!
all i do from school to house to ballet....
is always wrong!
at school i help the school so much already...
1 meeting never go only....
the next thing i heard is when u dun have go meting 3 times u will get surat amaran....
wtf!!!
i help u so much say rubbish!
nvm i can threat as noting happen b4...
at home....
i never do anything wrong...
reading my novel is tat wrong!?
scold till crazy....
nvm still can threat like noting happen...
at ballet...
my interest!
i thought tat i will never get scold....
now!?
scold!scold!scold!
haiz...
this is my life!
MY LIFE!
MY INTEREST IS GONE!!!
MY LIFE IS RUINED!!!
scolding ruined my life!!!
i am lonely...
i only now that....
nobody will know what am i thinking....
scince she is gone 4eva i have no life!!!
no life!!!