FREINDSHIP???

友谊值得相信吗？
前几天。。。
我跟我朋友在一起。。。
没想到。。。
他们竟然抛弃我在一边。。。
根本没有一个人肯陪我。。。
我很伤心。。。
以前我跟他们不是这样的。。。
不知怎的。。。
我们去吃炮兵。。。
两个去买东西不让我去。。。
其他四个又在那边拍拖。。。
我一个人坐在sofa上。。
不知道他们是不是生气我。。。
我真的不知道我又没有错。。。
今天。。。
我说我要跟他们去诳街。。。
我觉得她们有点不爽我。。。
最终还是给我去。。。
不过要我ponteng teakwando。。。
我说算了。。。
就这样。。。
不知道他们是否不爽我。。。
我觉得她们越来越过分了。。。
唱歌比赛又要我去。。。
又在讲我的鼻音。。。
我不断地想。。。
我的鼻音并没有他那么重为什么就只针对我一个人。。。
很过分裂！！！
爱算了吧！！！
反正都要当朋友。。。
就只能任咯~~

I am really useless!!!

haixx..
ytd...
at might...
me...
haixx...
i am juz useless la!!!
ytd night...
up stairs gt comb de marhxx...
he ntg 2 do ask me where is the comb...
i tell him upstairs gt...
he say tat all the comb is down stairs edi...
i tell him upstairs gt...
he scold me without ani reason...
i ran upstairs...
brought 2 comb down...
he ask me where i find those comb
i say upstairs...
he scold me...
thn my sis buzy body...
she go take out down stairs comb...
she ask him is it tat comb...
he say bring upstiairs...
now down stairs dun have comb at all edi...
bcuz of her lo!!!
n down stairs no nit comb hair edi...
i wanna scold her edi...
i sold her little...
she scold back me...
i really dunno wat 2 do..
dunno wat happen he went out...
i get even angrier...
in my hurt i think like tat edi...
downstairs no comb my sis tie my hair...
u angry me get out off the hse dun ever come back...
i am really useless...
haixx....
hu think i gt use?
nobody...
my ballet no gud...
study no gud...
family hate me...
my frenz oso like starting 2 hate me edi...
i care of them...
hu care of me?
no wan...
wat is the use of me?
i juz noe tat i am useless...

singing competition

2day i go 4 singing comp wif my fren...(i dun wan de lu~~)
haixx...i
dunno wat is the result...
we went in there saw 2 cute teachers...
they very leng lui lo...
nt like me so ugly...
i saw them......
then we sing....
dunno bcuz of wat i am nt so scare of singing edi...
dunno izzit the teacher leng lui...
or izzit bcuz we are the last 1 2 sing...
it is quite fun...
i still remember when i std5 tat time gt no 1 in singing comp leh...
so happy tat time...
hehe...
dunno now izzit the same as last time...
hope so la...
hehee!!!
gud luck lo...
^^

now i feel like...

I feel like...
i feel like...
I feel another thing...
i feel like i am useless in tis hse...
every time they do wrong i get scold...
i hate them...
i dun like them 2 treat me like tat...
i feel another thing again...
i feel like...
i have frenzz....
i feel very happy for this...
if i dun have frenzz...
i am lonley 4 eva...
they make me smile happy...
i am very happy wif them...
i feel more things...
i feel like i am nt the bigget in the hse...
i feel like i have a sis...
although tat sis is nt real sis...
bt tat sis is my oni person 2 trust...
^^
she takes care of me...
make me happy...
make me smart...
n more!!!
i still feel the last thing...
n is the most important thing...
I HATE BALLET!!!
juz bcuz of her...
i hate ballet...
i wanna stop it...
i waste money all by myself 2 buy those shoe...
she treat me badly...
nt oni bcuz of her...
is oso bcuz of him!!!
always say waste money waste money...
i use my own money 2 buy those things...
u still say expensive bla bla bla...
since u dun like 2 waste money let me stop la...
u dun wan waste money marhxx...
stop la...
easiest way...
i no nit suffer...
concentrate on study...
enough 4 u edi...
bcuz i like ballet u wanna stop me...
when i say i wanna stop u say dun wan...
u wan me do wat o?
in my future ballet is more expensive...
n i will stop it sooner or later wan la...
so it is better 2 stop rite now...
it is really going me crazy...
4 dancing 4days in a week...
i am oso tire...
so...
JUZ STOP IT!!!

i am useless

2day...
i go for tuition in the morning...
U n the others go for shopping...
no buy food 4 me...
i dunno y...
am i nt a person in this family?
i go back from tuition juz wanna go in n open the door the dog run out...
u scold me...
i thought i gt food 2 eat...
there is nt ani lunch for me on top of the table...
i angry off u...
go upstairs do my hw...
revision...
i lock myself in the room...
u dun even wanna bother me...
what am i in this hse 2 u...
ghost?
or invisible?
i help u do so many things...
i did wrong a little oni...
u scold me until crazy...
i really dun udt u...
y u treat me this way?
i am stupid la..
i noe...
no nit scold me stupid la....
i very useless la...
i noe la...
i noe edi la...
no nid talk so much la..
i am the biggest 1 n the totaly useless 1..
u dun nit me oso can la...
i noe...
i noe u no nit me oso can...
u nit the 3rd 1 oni...
the 1st 1 is complitely ntg...
the 2nd 1 oni noe how 2 create problem...
so tat she can b atractive...
me...
i dun wan anithing...
i wan u oni...
n u treat me like ntg...
so wat is the use of the biggest 1...
Biggest is always suffering u noe?
all the big ones r suffering...
n yet thier family r still torchering them...
1st 1 always ntg...
wanna b atractive bt nt enough attractive...
always the 1 2 get scold...

i hope 2 stop ballet rite now!!!

ballet...
ballet...
ballet
everyday oso ballet...
i am really going crazy on ballet...
it give me preasure...
i really hope i can stop ballet...
stop everything
after tis grade exam...
i dunno if i can pass or nt...
i juz wanna stop ballet...
after tis exam i will stop it if i can...
i wanna go exam oso cannot...
sis the point learning ballet?
it is my favourite thing...
bt with that teacher...
it will be my hate...
i like it...
bt i hate it...
i like it bt it iz 2 though...
everytime sweating for nothing...
so wat is the point?
sweat for nothing is juz useless...
she wun let me sit 4 exam...
i sit 4 exam every year...
she dun let me sit for exam this year...
my sis she let dun let me...
luckily my sis is small...
or else...
she will be same grade as me on next year...
wat a shame...
ballet juz stop thinking of ballet...

Come back juz get scold...

I am worry when u r nt here...
when u r here i get scold...
so...
better u r nt here...
U come back oni i already get scold...
say me here n there...
y?
i do wat wrong...
always say i rde oni i rude mie?
in this hse oni i rude mie?
my sis very good la...
oni me marhxx...
ya lo oni me...
haixx...
always the biggest is no gud de...
oni get scold...
always use 2 b n object of experiment...
always the 1st 1 2 do thing...
always get scold...
always cannot get tis n tat...
protect ppl somemore kenna marah...
i really hate my selve...
i am useless!!!
I AM USELESS!!!
u noe?
i hate myselve....
i am ugly,
rude,
stupid,
USELESS!!!