i am useless

2day...
i go for tuition in the morning...
U n the others go for shopping...
no buy food 4 me...
i dunno y...
am i nt a person in this family?
i go back from tuition juz wanna go in n open the door the dog run out...
u scold me...
i thought i gt food 2 eat...
there is nt ani lunch for me on top of the table...
i angry off u...
go upstairs do my hw...
revision...
i lock myself in the room...
u dun even wanna bother me...
what am i in this hse 2 u...
ghost?
or invisible?
i help u do so many things...
i did wrong a little oni...
u scold me until crazy...
i really dun udt u...
y u treat me this way?
i am stupid la..
i noe...
no nit scold me stupid la....
i very useless la...
i noe la...
i noe edi la...
no nid talk so much la..
i am the biggest 1 n the totaly useless 1..
u dun nit me oso can la...
i noe...
i noe u no nit me oso can...
u nit the 3rd 1 oni...
the 1st 1 is complitely ntg...
the 2nd 1 oni noe how 2 create problem...
so tat she can b atractive...
me...
i dun wan anithing...
i wan u oni...
n u treat me like ntg...
so wat is the use of the biggest 1...
Biggest is always suffering u noe?
all the big ones r suffering...
n yet thier family r still torchering them...
1st 1 always ntg...
wanna b atractive bt nt enough attractive...
always the 1 2 get scold...